11

how have I gone 11 months thinking she'll walk through that door

that she'll appear on one of the girls' snapchat stories

I'll see the little spicy pepper emoji next to her name, with a spicy response blink on my phone
all the sudden

she's coming back

she has to

I'm going to see those dimples again

right?

how have i gone 11 months thinking

this is all a twisted joke

show's over

please
please

I'm not going to be okay on the 9th next month

I've lost so much this year

So much

and I

hope you come back