a stream of anxious thoughts
a stream of anxious thoughts
11.12.2019
what if i havent learned anything from everything bad and terrible that i have gone through
what if theres no lesson to this grand scheme of life when i go through shit times
what if i dont become a better person
what if i havent become a better person in the past two years
what if i havent and wont accomplish anything significant in my life
what if i am not significant
what if i am anxious forever
what if my family is sad forever
what if i am sad and i dont even know it
what if i never fully finish something in my life
what if i half ass everything that i do in life
what if god isnt really real
what if i am stuck in my own thoughts forever
what if i am sad and i dont even want to admit it
what if i continue to live in my uncertainty
what if i continue to live in my regret
what if more people dont like me
what if the people that dont like me continue to not like me
what if my home turns into a massacre
what if my home disintegrates
what if if my home doesnt go back to what it was before
what if my home isnt my home anymore
what if i am supposed to end up alone for the rest of my life
what if i end up being a couch potato for the rest of my life
what if love is not enough
what if i am incapable of loving others because i have issues loving myself
what if i never learn how to love myself
what if i cant trust anyone with some of my thoughts
what if no one else feels the way that i feel
what if no one else can empathise with me
what if i am alone in my thoughts
what if i cant sleep on my own
what if i am not independent
what if i am making a big mistake
what if i am taking things for granted
what if i never feel at peace
what if i die today, will i regret what i did yesterday
what if i die tomorrow, will i regret what i did today?
11.12.2019
what if i havent learned anything from everything bad and terrible that i have gone through
what if theres no lesson to this grand scheme of life when i go through shit times
what if i dont become a better person
what if i havent become a better person in the past two years
what if i havent and wont accomplish anything significant in my life
what if i am not significant
what if i am anxious forever
what if my family is sad forever
what if i am sad and i dont even know it
what if i never fully finish something in my life
what if i half ass everything that i do in life
what if god isnt really real
what if i am stuck in my own thoughts forever
what if i am sad and i dont even want to admit it
what if i continue to live in my uncertainty
what if i continue to live in my regret
what if more people dont like me
what if the people that dont like me continue to not like me
what if my home turns into a massacre
what if my home disintegrates
what if if my home doesnt go back to what it was before
what if my home isnt my home anymore
what if i am supposed to end up alone for the rest of my life
what if i end up being a couch potato for the rest of my life
what if love is not enough
what if i am incapable of loving others because i have issues loving myself
what if i never learn how to love myself
what if i cant trust anyone with some of my thoughts
what if no one else feels the way that i feel
what if no one else can empathise with me
what if i am alone in my thoughts
what if i cant sleep on my own
what if i am not independent
what if i am making a big mistake
what if i am taking things for granted
what if i never feel at peace
what if i die today, will i regret what i did yesterday
what if i die tomorrow, will i regret what i did today?
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